Hello im.Nicholas a widower 5 yrs was actually married to a mistress and wife 30 yrs that was my best friend companion insatible Lover I'm seeking a best friend companion confidant and Lover again but more so in festishes I have fun fetishes Un explored want to with a nice open minded like mined lady love nursing all bd sm aspects seek a pillow princess and fully engorged laden pregnant mom to be that wants to be nursed on and pleasured often bc I'm seeking long term.committed race looks not issue bc I'm no hot hunk either but have a good heart want to your friend companion confidant listener hold hands cuddle travel love you be at your beckoning call when needed I was married 30 yrs to a strict mistress in public and private had a son now 21 want to help a mom needy of being nursed to induce love writing poetry giving roses hold hands Tons tons of cuddling close skin to skin.massages love Gothic woman if your like minded serious want what I seek reach out